Experiment....

Okay. So, I have heard of the blogging thing... read some... laughed at some... rolled my eyes at some... and thought why in the world would anyone take the time to post some of their inner most feelings?? And on the internet at that?? Are we so caught up in the "I'm a Star (for 15 minutes)" that everyone needs to come up with something to put out there for their claim to fame?

But... after a friend of mine that I went to high school with posted on her MySpace she was leaving and could be contacted at her blog.. I started reading. Found myself cracking up at some of the stuff she wrote... Nodding my head in agreeance with others... And venting some much needed feelings needing to be vented.

Soo... I am giving it a shot. I guess I can use this as a theraputic way to let my inner most bitch out at the sake of others feelings. I am often told that I should have a filter for my mouth as I seem to offend people almost everyday. And it is not like I am out for blood or into seeing peeps cry or anything... I just have 2 problems with that mouth of mine. #1.... I guess I operate on the "tell it to my face" operandi. If you have an opinion.. I'd rather you say it to me as opposed to behind my back and then it turns into the "telephone game." And it ALWAYS turns out worse than what it started. And... I have discovered, that A LOT of people don't seem to appreciate genuine honesty. Hence the reason I have had a "falling out" with almost all of my girlfriends. No tears.. I am back in the good with most... But you know.. who the hell am I? What should my thoughts matter to you? You ask, I tell. If you want it sugar coated.. don't sit next to me. Enough with #1. I guess number #2 would be... Sometimes... I guess I don't really think though what the hell is about to come flying out of my mouth. And then 2 seconds later it is too late. So now you are faced with the decision to either A. Retract that last statement and look like a jackass... or... B.... go with it and look like a jackass. Usually, I just go with B as I wouldn't want to look like a hypocrite or that I'm not playing with a full deck sometimes...

So here begins the experiment. We will see... Stay tuned.....